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Saturday, September 16, 2006

An Elegy in Disharmony

Care for a thought and mourn.
When it dies, world sees growth in you.
As it lies in ruins, party.
For all that is lost and gained.

Heart suffers, consoles the Brain.
"Did I fail you? Didn't I care enough?
weren't we in splendid harmony?
Let me tear myself to show my care"

It grew on your cells, Uterus or Brain,
Does it matter? After caring so long,
Search again for substitute like prostitute.
Smiles pain in mental havoc.

Cognitive deaths are for oft, not mourned.
Substance is seen, rest is myth.
Enduring the worst judicial verdict
Forced sex after a child's death.




To quote Thiru Subramanya Bharathi -

"Nalladhor veenai seidhen.. Adhai nalam keda puzhudhiyil erivadhundo.
Solladi Siva Shakti, ennai sudar migum arivudan padaithu vittai.
vallamai thaaraayo - indha maanilam payanura vaazhvadharkae.."

Monday, March 13, 2006

A Musical Manifesto

This number starts with below aarohanam, avarohanam
Dheem thaana Dheem thaana Dhiranaana dheena
Dheem thaana Dheem thaana Dhiranaaaana dheena

A male-voice starts off the raaga at a very low tempo with a plain sruthi (is it hindustani / carnatic ?)
Violin, Bass and Gadam team up to bring the initial fast tempo (which is not often seen in carnatic)
A female-voice accompanies him immediately for alaapana and he goes up to high pitch very soon.

And what follows is one of the best I've ever heard in film music.
There are couple of chorus ppl also for adding slight variations (like sangadhi - but also reminding u that its not only carnatic)

Gadam and mridangam couple each other so well and maintain the tough tempo.

Sajan, Sajan, thana dhaana dheerana
Sajan, Sajan, thana dhaana dheerana

Violin and Veena are just optimally used, and are given proper thaniyavardhanams. Feel tough to get a chance in such a fast number (Note for N: Not just plain reproduction of lead voice's raaga)

And the male voice is pure, sublime and all the likes (adhi suthamaana kural). One of the chorus voices reminds me of Balamurali Krishna (who will render a slightly deep version of many notes with some special effects :) ).

Dhirana naana, dhira dhira naana
Dhirana naa, Dhiranaaaa

At some points u feel is it a fusion of both hindustani and carnatic and end up feeling its definitely carnatic, with some minor hindustani improvisations (and yeah, sequenced on modern instruments)

Saa nee ree saa, Nee ree garee saa
Saa nee ree saa, paaa ma ree nee saa

And towards the end, there's a high pitch alaapana by the lead male singer - what an amazing variation (what do they call? guess gesticulate) at a very fast tempo.

And it ENDS with that same fast tempo.

Please hear it only on earphones - there are some good mixing fundas well-incorporated for some improvisation. For even better results, try closing your eyes and leaning back on your chair.

Presenting budding Sabesh-Murali for a musical number in Thavamai Thavamirundhu - Hats off!! I'm hoping its unabridged, if so it's just excellent for a film composition.
It's called Theme Music (available in coolgoose here)

I've been hearing this many times for two or three weeks in a row and haven't yet got tired of it. (Have become an addict)
After a long time, feel this is what's the best, a piece of MUSIC can do.

Of course, the music is played as background for one of the best-portrayed scenes of the movie - when the hero and his parents move to city for a better livelihood, after a long period of dull, guilty, lonely, unenthusiastic life.
This piece is little short for the number of positive changes encountered by the family, but brings the proper effect of showing the family's economic growth without too much dragging.

Its rhythm and vibrance will definitely cling on to you and make you hear it repetitively. Will definitely change your mood (guess freshen you) every time you hear it.

Some music makes you look for varieties and you start looking for more similar music, some provides lot in itself that would make you feel THIS IS IT.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Tamil Movies

Last week, I downloaded n watched 7 tamil movies for no reason and found no reason.

Sivakasi
Majaa
Adhu oru Kana kaalam
Anbe Aaruyirey
Kasthoorimaan
ABCD
Priyasaki

Yaam petra inbam

Friday, November 18, 2005

Beauty Demystified

Welcome the blooms and the clarity
When all around her is in intolerable pain
sans her composure and simplicity
Nature staggered looking at her, in vain.

Being extremely silent, and understanding its essence.
Existence wasn't surpassable by artificial convolutions
All that changes, were not growth
In control lied her power

Nature took her to a destiny, where her incongruence
converged with its own, facilitated her on its throne
Submerged with stealthy visions of checking endurance
To spoil a part of her, that was so chaos prone

That which was serene, virgin and so alive
The clarity of one line after a long rigmarole
Untouched by knowledge, reason and causality.
the one which had its own life.

Order and patterns tried to get in her
Known risks of freeing mind, her mantra
Filling the half-empty cup was tough for them
and blocking it was her self-imposed purpose

Nature cried in despair, war it was
She spake no words, sudden images from
what she could have expressed delighted
and that she hadn't, much more.

Monday, November 14, 2005

High Fives

Thanks Pam, here it goes

Five movies which I like the most
1. The Matrix Trilogy
2. Forrest Gump
3. Alai Payudhe
4. Anjali
5. Cast Away(watched recently, wow)

Five things I can never live without
5 Most important parts of my body

Five most favourite celebrities
1. M.S Subbulakshmi
2. Ilayaraja
3. Maniratnam
4. Kamal Haasan
5. Vivek

Five things I miss now
1. Brother, sister n their kids
2. Everything abt my previous company.
3. Wingies
4. R10D
5. Literature game (with same players)

Five things I plan to do in near future
1. Buy a digicam
2. Ghot with a plan
3. Buy some winter clothes (its getting terribly cold here day by day)
4. Finish books stacked up
5. Get more periods of silence

Last movie I borrowed to watch & still not given back

None that I borrowed. Last movies watched - L.A. story, Cast Away

Five books I love
1. Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance
2. Lila
3. Life of Pi
4. Fountainhead
5. CAS book.

Five people I pass this HIGH FIVES to
1. Zygote
2. Old turkey
3. Woodworm
4. Trr
5. Murk

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Everland

Everland is a famous amusement park in a hilly area, around 60km from Suwon.

Started with a show of 2 stallions(seal). They could clap, dance a little, dive from various heights, pick up balls u throw, understand variety of human orders like choosing the right football card from a pack of cards with images of various balls. As the crowd's voice grow, they could clap fast. Though the entire show was in korean, I could understand little what the trainers spoke (though not much better than the stallions)
The crowd was extremely lively.. We are always proud at such things, aren't we??

Then went straight to 2 much-hyped rides. One was called Double-X train, n the other Double Rock Spin. Double - X Train was terrific, it takes you slowly till certain height, takes a turn, comes down fast on another plane and makes two 0s (rather two X - twice you sit against gravity), one more turn n you are back at where you started. People usually survive by screaming out real loud or by closing their eyes. I'm not sure why, but chose option 2. I've not been to any of such rides before, and at the end of this one, felt world swirling around me.. They also showed pictures of everyone how they reacted when the train made the first 0 (or X), n yeah, i really had my eyes wide shut.

Immediately I took the second one - Rock spin. This was too much hyped by my colleagues. When I saw, it did not look bad because they put some fancy guitar n keyboard shaped boards around it. It had a huge rectangular frame with the 2 midpoints of length mounted onto a fixed frame. People sit across the breadth of it (only 1 end). It will take you up (slowly as you expect it), then drop you straight down and swing twice(here's the actual spin) like a pendulum. Stop, and again start (little faster now), take you up, drop you, spin again. Here again, I chose option 2 to survive. But this was extremely horrible because of the spin. When I was sitting there, I could hear myself saying F*@K repeatedly till I got down. And when I was out of it, saying "is this really fun" ??
I temporarily vowed myself not to take any of such rides again, had a coffee (hoping to get back to reality) and left that place.

The worst was over.

Then took few junk rides (after taking above 2, all others were insignificant) - a water ride (circular dinghy that can hold 6 ppl), a ride called mystery mansion (though this was for kids), usual space mania (where they shake ur chairs n show some stupid space video), bumping car.
A jungle safari whose hosts were few groaning lions, sleeping tigers, hungry bears in one small island, n some giraffes, deers n elephants on the other. The wild ones looked too fed up with trying to pose for buses all day. Note - I could see a Lion's mouth with my mouth 1 feet away from it.
One notable junk ride was 'Global Village' where they had huge rooms filled with thousands of dolls (navrathri golu). Dolls in each room depicted a country's culture (note: only developed n developing nations were present). Yeah, India was depicted with dolls of Kings on elephants and snake charmers. This was a pretty long ride n was really worth, the Decor was too good..

Then Super Bobsleige - where u can sit on a metal plank n ski... first, i was afraid if i would lose control n topple over when i make turns, since plane looked too steep. when i actually sat, it was too cool. breaks were good n u have very good control.

At 8, Parade started. Whole place was lit off n huge chariots illuminated with different themes went around on the roads (sort of evolution kinds.. some viruses, then flowers, trees, then fishes n finally humans). Took around 1 hour.

Around 9, thousands of ppl sat for the Laser show(or should i call it fire show!!) - Some korean story (yeah, good n evil) was being staged on a european(!!) amphitheatre. They had a huge dragon (more than 50 feet) n fire coming out of its mouth. n then bombs of fire would explode near the puny hero.. then our hero would send lightning n cause water fountains of great heights. finally the dragon gets destroyed in the battle n our hero puts enthu with our heroine which triggers the crackler show..
My god.. so many varieties of cracklers (rockets).. it took around 15 mins. it was amazing to watch amidst the highly enthusiastic mob.

I couldn't get a vegetarian burger when I really wanted it (burgers looked so tempting n i was hungry too). N finally when I asked for the way to the exit, I was shown the way to the restroom.

A Day for 30$. Back to Room, Sweet Room.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Reality well told

Amidst the mundane pursuits
of exploration, witnessed
wells of depth, not well placed
whose interconnects paved the path

for sinking with unyielding pride
clouded by scrambled figments
of psychic frames of information
got by circumnavigating wells

inside, toads leapt forward to get heard
told their vast realities to convince
their foes hanging on ropes
welcome so far, beauty lies still beneath.

boasting his rope skills well above, the master
stood unscathed, seen good wells in good will
proactive, swift motions kept toads away
from well-trained pet foes.

many realities faded with each new well,
versions of reality told by humpty toads
filled the gaps, nothing was real
for the foes, who heard a lot.

toads were often proud, of blueness
they could see, on different heights,
where foes came from,
to delude their visions of height.

foes held high their rope,
insisted on longer ones on every jump
depth marked their wealth
number of familiar toads in well, as well.

some masters looked more tranquil
they knew progress is a fake word,
well-built for rope makers and foes,
for serenity was all they had, to offer.

some pensive foes didn't submit
misguiding realities caused havoc,
but being a toad might give them a version,
not being one, put them in vacuum.